'Hisab'

When I writing this, 2008 already over, 2009 come in the picture...

No celebration for me, not really into it. Living in KL, New Year is more like bad traffic + noise + Malaysian youth busy partying to me.

Me, sitting in front of my IBM's notebook, trying to finish my freelance job. Starting 1st Jan 2009 i will officially held my new post. Means more responsibility + more works. Means less freelance job + less ride.
Kind of headache but try to fit in.

Just few hours back, I'm sitting down with my mentor. Having a serious chat bout future plan, looking back what happened during 2008. Did we achieve our target and so on...It's been while since we have our serious talk....

Looking back, I realized, 2008 more like 'enjoy' year. Yup, i achieve certain target, but I totally forget bout financial aspect which i could do better. Financial planning is damm important. Yeah, is a basic thing but the question is, do you really do it right?.

"You still believe that you can be a millionaire?" sitting next to me, asking me a killer question while I'm driving his 4 wheel towards our 'meeting' place...it make me wait a few moment before answering his question. Yes, I posted similar like this 6 months back titled Resurrection but still not really moving as i expected. It take a lot of gut/envy/ to make a move.. 2008, no single sales for my bizz at all.. I even close my company for that.

As his question, he believe that he can be a millionaire when he reached 35 years old which now his age is same as me, and of course with some justification. Yup, it's possible. Actually to me 2008 is a wasted for my financial planning. I'm busy with spending money rather than gain wealth. Is not that toward becoming 'hamba duit' but lake of consciousness and I wasted few opportunities that I supposed to grab. But shit happened and what past is past, now I'm looking for the future.

Already set my target for start, mid and of year 2009, and fucking try to make it into reality. This is for my financially specifically. As for other 'thing' this year is more like a moment of truth. Ride with me or left behind...

This entry supposed to up during Awal Muharam since it is new chapter for all muslim but since I'm quite tight with my daily rutine, so this covered Awal Muharam and New Year...

Happy New Year 2009 with rahmat & taqwa!

-vCoke, New Year Eve 2009-