vCoke@Life

Sunday, December 20, 2009

"Newbie"

Another 1 month and a half I will be unemployed for 3 weeks and start my new career at 1 of the financial institution in Malaysia. Only one word to describe the first day, Newbie! I hate being newbie. You have to start all over again and you are alone. As i recalled, I tried to avoid this newbie environment at the past.

Maybe to some, its a common thing and nothing to shout about but to me, damm, its a thing! No friends, don't know what to do..

When you think about it, It same with 1st day of marriage at your in-law house. Huh! terrifying. As a newbie, you will faking yourself and it is damm torturing. Smile to everyone, be polite even though you feel like smack his/her face, Laughing to his/her stupid joke even though its not funny, accept everything with open heart. This sort of feeling make me feel far away from marriage, hehe...

Sighh..Last time, the first week as a newbie was like hell!(my current job). 1st week, I don't have a table, no laptop, and no specific assignment/task been assign to me. Almost few hour, someone will say to me "This is my seat, please seat over there..." To make thing worst, I've been sent to JB for a week, with no laptop and all new faces, 24 by 7..

Pool car from KL with stranger to Jb with stranger, and stay in a apartment with new meet colleagues. I supposed to have a ToT(Transfer of Tech.) from one of the staff that are leaving(also newly met and stay with me at the apartment). But this guy is Lansi! Even though he is younger than me, act like a damm big shot. Spoke without facing you with the arrogant tone of voice. As being me, I want to take my right hand and put it on his face with speed of 280km/h but realizing that I'm a newbie and his knowledge is my objective, i just put my right hand in my pocket.

Well, "a man got to do, what he got to do" so face it! By hook or by crook. Whatever it is, I have few more weeks, so, as Donnie Brasco said "Forget about it"..

vCoke - Subang Jaya Dec 20th 2009.

Friday, December 04, 2009

"Another year gone by"

Giggling.... that what i do just now when i browse back my blog after few months since my last post...Recent post was 6 month ago..and 2nd last post was end of 2008...here I'm posting back in year end of 2009..

Facebook make me lazy to update my blog..but hey, admit it, Facebook is a powerful tool..people freely provided their own info without a doubt. It become a trend. Telcos and phone company takes advantages of this to bundle up their products and gain money out of it..Now, event though it a social network kind of app., this app. which created by Harvard student(Mark Zuckerberg) has been a powerful medium for communication which is key point for all aspect especially businessman.. Looking at it, honestly as one of so called "web-based developer" previously, i feel kinda frustrated because the idea was never come in this head. It just a simple web-based tools. While me busy trying new technology back then, other people already makes million out of it.

Well, what ever it is, year 2009 almost end. And as usual, I will look back what I've achieve so far and how my life through out year 2009. Well, 2009 not a good year I think. But lot i've learn, lot of drastic action taken but most of them more contribute to experience. Experience wise yes, most of it were good experience after go through some bad path.

Financial wise, not good. A lot of thing that I done not really doing well. maybe because of economic crisis this year and people afraid to spend their money. Or maybe, because of lack of experience. However, postmortem has been done and some point has been take note. Basically, we have another 26(+-) days to 2010. Still, have some space to get ready to spin the wheel for 2010 and make some fortune out of it.

When financially not so good, stress is on top of your head, and give impact your health. That what happened to me. One of my good friends says "Biasa la bro, dalam hidup ada Up and Down" in his Sabahan slang. Yeah, that's normal right.But. Few month back my level of Morality were at the below par state. It makes me always in blues mood. Sleep all day, not interested to go to work...

Now recovering...Move on...ok, stop all this sad stories. Time to think ahead..

vCoke -04 Dec 2009-