"diLema of a Idan "

Gua pernah kena sekali,
Sakit? Memang sakit
Lebih sakit dari pedih ibu jari gua kene hentak ngan batu block
Lebih perit dari time muka gua kene seret kat jalan raya
Memang makan dalam..

Gua amik masa lama nak pulih,
Tapi macam biasa, luka memang ada parut..
Kadang-kadang berdarah balik tapi gua buat tak pedulik
Sebab bagi wa, lepas biar lepas, cerita lama jangan ungkit,
Gua tak dendam..

Gua idup,gua doa
Gua makan, gua minum..
Gua ride..
But still gua tak bleh lupa...lama bai...

Beberapa bulan lepas,
Idup gua makin happy..suka...
Coz bole kata, gua hampir dapat balik idup gua sebelum gua sakit...
Tapi kali ni gua tak push,
Gua ikut....wa layan...wa tak main rentak wa macam dulu....
Coz gua tak nak kena lagik...sakit bai....

Sebelum nih, gua bole kawal,
Gua bole layan,
But lately gua ilang control..
Rase 10 tahun dulu datang balik,masa 1st time bende nih mula nak jadik,
Best kalau gua layan, tapi gua goyang...
Gua pening...dulu wa budak, skang wa dah tua..
Cara dah lain, dah tak sama...
Apasal lak camni? gua nak buat kerja pun susah...

Skang gua tak bole fokus,
Dulu gua layan je bila bende nih datang,
Tapi skang gua goyang...
Goyang kalau gua ilang terus....
Cuak kalau gua sakit balik,
Terbalik dunia nih gua buat...

Apela gua melalut nih.....

-vCoke 4:06 a.m 17 Nov 2008-

"Fucker called CuciOtak"

How to start...

For the past few weeks my life being hectic like hell.. Start 2 weeks ago...2 job at the same time...damm tiring...But ok, so far I can manage.. I tried to complete everything before the weekends come, coz my weekend already being booked. So far so good...But when it comes Monday, which my date was waiting for me to have our last dinner, this fucking asshole ruin everything! fucker Hacker called CuciOtak.Because of this fucker, i have to work untill 2.oo a.m in the morning which when i fetch my date for 'dinner' after work, of course i 've been greeting with the sour face and our farewell is not a happy ending...Ok, let make thing even simpler, why I really want to kill this living shit because he :

1. Ruin my precious date
2. Make me work until 3-4 a.m everyday to clean up his mess for past few weeks
3. Ruin my sleep which now I can't really have a decent sleep
4. Disturb my ride vacation which I immediately have come to work right after I reached home from vacation which is on public holiday
5. Make me skipped my family wedding due to 'have to work over the weekend'
6. Make me worked on my Medical Leave
7. Rise a fight within my biker friends
8. Make me want to punch my upper management
   

and this list will continue for the next few more days if things not fix yet.

So mark my word CuCiOtak. If i find you, damm sure I'll shoved your head into your ass! yeah, this is open challenge!I 'll find you somehow!Damm hacker! You really make me piss!