"Story of hatred"

Warning!what u about to read will be offended. So if you choose to continue reading, read at your own risk!

Past few minutes was full of hate and anger so below is the way to described it:

FUCK YOU, son of bitches! glad that i punched you in the face.hOW does it feel? mess with me?FUCK you! FUCK BIGGIE!fuck u and all your fucking mama!. you cock sucker ass hole!bitchy bitch!Ass hole!mother Fucker !Fat sucker! Pretend to be smart but HOLE at last! wake up fucker! Anak ayam! siput sedut! mangkuk!senduk!lubang jamban! cibai! don't you ever come nEar me or I kick your fat ass! Arrgghh!!!!pantat kau! sial! pontianak! hitler! taksin! Firaun! TIN kososng! i always wait for you! name the place and time.i'l be there,you bet i will! and done the same thing i did to you today!.come and taste my penumbuk and my dick!as HOLE mother fucker! die in HELL!!!!!!FUCKERRRR!!!!!!!!!

Feel much better now! Thanks.

“Phuket Mafia Trip”

Today is my girl birthday, “Happy Birthday Sweet pIe”. Called her just now. It was a smooth conversation, just the way I want it. Hope it will stay that way.

3.00 a.m in the morning. Here I’m at my hometown, Seremban, visiting my parent, a day after return form the “Sin City” – Phuket.

Phuket Mafia Trip. It’s all started a few months back when me and the boys were hanging out at kedai mamak after our “project” meeting. One of my friend (D Consultant) is getting married next month, so an idea pop up right away.

D Consultant : since I’m getting married next month, why not we all go to Phuket, as a boys vacation.

Crowd : Agreed! So, what’s the code name?

D Consultant : Phuket Mafia.

Crowd : Cooooool..(done it with the face.)

So, that’s the history. Hehehe. It sound quite “over-gitu” but what-ever! Just to make it more interesting. That’s all. So the journey started. For me, this is my 1^st trip out of this country. So, of course I’m excited. After all, I really need this vacation to clear my head a bit .

Preparation has been made. What should been settled has been set. So everybody should gathered at our check point, KL Sentral at 10.30 a.m Yup, boys will be boys, coz there were late comers. However we manage to get on the bus to the airport around 11.15 a.m and arrived at the airport around 12.00 p.m. Since our flight is 12.45p.m, after check in, we decided to have some smoke first. The time is 12 past 20. So we move to departure gate with our back packs. Suddenly, one airport police stop us.

Mr. Police : Is there any liquid inside the bag?

Crowd : Yes sir.Why?

Liquid tragedy started. Flight passenger can only bring any sort of liquid that below 100ml which it written on the liquid container. What the fuck! Just imagine 7 of us have to dig inside the bag, and hand over one by one our toiletries for approval. But a lot of our stuff kantoi. Most of the so called “illegal” stuff has to leave behind. But we can’t leave bottle of Hugo Boss, Tommy Hilfiger, Esse Miyaki and other brands of perfume just like that. Another 5 minutes, our flight will take off, decision has to be made. Luckily, there was a luggage services. So what we did, we put all the stuff inside one bag and kept it at the luggage services which cost us about RM 50. Damm. What a waste of money and time. We were the last passenger aboard before the flight take off.

We reached Phuket around 1.15 p.m (Phuket time) and arrived at Patong beach around 2.00 p.m with 2 taxi cars (Toyota vios and the new 1.8 Honda Accord). After a few circle at Patong town, we managed to get 3 stars hotel at cost of RM 50. Quite cheap I think. Lunch time. Now, the task is to find a Halal food. Quite challenging though. However, thank god there was a Macdonald.They called it Mc-Thai. After order has been made, it’s time to pay. It quite confusing coz of the currency. At first, It shocked me when the display at the cashier shows the total amount is 155. But after a bit tuning in the head, It was in Bhat, which equal to RM 15.50. Hehehe…

Transportation. It was cheap to rent a bike in Phuket which only cost about RM 20 for one normal motorbike(below 110cc). So we rent 4 bikes. Another headache comes. My bike got flat tire just right after I want to refuel my bike at the Petrol Station. Then the batteries went out. Damm. Problem has to be solved. It took me 3 hours to settle that issues. Got replacement bike with extra money added of course. This bikes nightmare doesn’t stop here. The next morning, I lost my bikes key. What a day. I have to walk side by side with the bike to the owner shop and then went to the locksmith to make a new key. Cost involved. Enough with all this bike problem. We decided to rent a car.With a bit skills of negotiation, we got a Toyota Fortuner at cost of RM 160 per day.yehaaa!

Lost and Found. With the Fortuner, 7 of us went to other beach in Phuket beside Patong such as Karon Beach, Kata Noi Beach and Kata Beach. After taking our lunch, we decided to hang around at one of the beach. One of us, D Duck, wants to take the pleasure of swimming. He took the bag out from the car, and went to changed. However, coz of hot weather, he canceled the swimming part. So we all went inside the car and drove all around the island. After a few hours, we stop at Promthep Cape. I split from the group and went to the merchandise shop. After bought some goodies, I regroup back with the group. When we want to leave Promthep Cape, I was looking for my bag to put the stuff I just bought.

Me : Where’s my bag?

Crowd : Should be in the car.

Me: Nope. It wasn’t here!

D Consultant : Are your sure? My Handy cam was in your bag!

Me: Shit! When the last time we saw the bag?

Crowd : At the beach!

Quickly, D DrunkSea, drove the car back to the beach. After he stopped the car, everyone rushing out of the car and went back to the last place we sat. One of the beach boys saw us, quickly grabbed the bag and handover it to D Consultant. What a relief. Because of the incident,
they was a small fight among us.. However, it been settled with a table talk. One evening gone just like that.

Below is the “legal” list I plan to do at Phuket:

1) Rent Harley Davidson (at least sportster or Dyna-It cheap there!)

2) Went to Maya Bay (The Beach film location)

3) Snorkeling near Phi Phi island

4) Watch Muay Thai (Thai Boxing)

5) Taste the feel of shooting at phuket shooting range

6) Ride an elephant (Just added to make the list longer)

Out of six, only one I managed to do. Snorkeling. However, it’s only for a few minutes coz of the bad weather. Damm. Time and money constraint. So, I’ve been there. ....Everything is expensive except renting services and liquor. So to whom that “kaki Tanik”, this is one of your places.

What attract me the most is the people. There are welcome you. Everyone is your friend. So far I didn’t encounter any problem with the local. This is because almost 95% of their income(patong) from tourism. I couldn’t found any of the local wearing suit, tie etc, like KL.

The construction there also done neatly. A few building is under construction, but it hard for you to realize it. You can’t hear the bagging sound and other construction noise. Everything was done smooth and neatly compared here.

Well, now I’m in K.L, still finding the tune back. Hmm… who knows, maybe there will be a Phuket Mafia | Revisit… heheheheh.

-vCoke, 18 August 2007-

“the Pursuit of Happiness”

Today is Saturday. It was a weekend not a weekdays. Normally, during weekend, working people do what they can’t do during weekdays which are the day they busting their ass to earn bread and butter. A lot of activities to be choose actually, especially at night. For me, I have a list thing to do as below.

Siji ) Do my laundry (a huge pile of dirty clothes )

Loro) Finish my alumni book design (been drag for so long, today is the dateline though)

Telo) Clean up my room (used to be, now look like my store room)

Papat) Have a nice lunch than have a good, nice, cozy sleep

That is the top 4 list (in Jawa counting). But, I’ve to postpone it coz I got this Conjunctivitis thingy. Just confirm it with doctor this morning. When u got this, your eyes will flood with fluid and it’s hard for you to open it. It also feels like it gonna come out straight away. Actually, is not that that bad. I just over expressed it so it looks more interesting.hehehe. But however it is, it messes with your plan a bit. Yup, ended up wake up at 3.00 p.m(maybe coz of the painkiller I took) and sit here on my couch written this blog in my boxer short even though doctor said “no computer, no tv”. Whatever doc!.

I just got back from outstation (JB) working, yesterday. Tiring, but what interesting in JB that there was a place u can get a cheap DVD(movie) with a great quality. Buy 5, free 1 at cost of RM 6.00. Interesting part is, there got their own websites too, and you can buy online (terms and condition apply). Love technology. As usual, I bought bulk of DVD coz I’m a movie maniac. One movie that I bought is “the Pursuit of Happiness” cast by Will Smith. I’m not really a fan of him, but in this movie he done a great job. Summarize is, a father struggle to earn money to make a living and supporting his 5 year old kids. Sound quite normal right, but watch it 1^st, than u got how deep it sound and why it named such ways, “the Pursuit of Happiness”.

Some says, my posting here sound depressed. Yes. Agreed with that, coz life been depressed lately. However, a few things I realize after watching this Will Smith movie, “how lucky I am”. Chris Gardner(Will Smith) still continue his life, trying to make it better even though has to sleep in public toilet with his kid as a shelter after being kick out from his motel due to failure to pay his bill. He won’t give up. That’s deep. Yeah, maybe it was a common stuff. We heard it, we saw it before. Sometimes it come to our head and go without make any sense. But there is a time u really feels it and understands it. The moment.

A few weeks before I went to JB, I meet my former boss. I use to work under him. As far as I know him, he is happy go lucky, always smiling, full of jokes and never sees anger in his face. Nice guy, and really motivated. I never had a chance to talk to him, chat about personal stuff, but that day, we chat. At first he refuse to open up with me, but getting stories is one of my specialties (but won’t work on my girl), he told me his life story. His whole family has been haunted with this so called evil spirit for years. Just imagine, while you’re family, watching television together, a glass flying across the room and hit the wall. While you walking towards your room, someone slap you in the face and you don’t know who does that. And many more. This weirdo stuff keeps going on for 13 years, day and night and yet he still stands strong. Never break. He admitted it, at first he almost gave up, but life has to move on. He refused to believe that this thing is revenge thingy, just unlucky. That’s all. Just keep on fighting and surviving.

I got a friend, my colleague at work. Get married years back. His wife working at Sarawak, and he’s working here in KL. God just gave him a lovely beautiful son but unfortunately for him, his son tested +ve SMA (Spinal Muscular Atrophy)… This all happening while his contract with our company nearly expired plus financially problem and his wife have to take a long unpaid leaves to take care of her son. Thousand of dollars has been spent to find cure for his sons. Many places he went and asked for cure. He never complains. He still can go to work and laugh even though his son has 50/50 chances to survive. He never shows it in his face. Respect him for this.

All this, make me realize, how big problem you think have, there is other people who has a bigger problem than you. Just thank god that you are lucky. Life has to move on. Problem can be solved. Deal with it. Face it. Sort it, one by one and asked god for help. The thing is, how you manage it.

All this is pursuit to happiness. Yup.

I think, the dosage that I take, slowly get to me. Feel very sleepy now…Damm..I need a long vacation…Phuket, here I come….Hardly to open my eyes now….Sweety pie,.…zzzzzzz zzzzzzzz……