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Now, 5.02am, 12 May 2008...Yesterday evening, 6.00 p.m, she went back to her hometown after spending 3days 2 night here...come here for our friend's weeding @ Malacca. After all of silent period, we start to communicates again. It's weired though.

The trip to Malacca basically was pain in the ass coz traffic was fucking bad at KL-Sbn highway. Car stop moving at Nilai until Seremban exit where took me almost 1 1/2 hour stuck in this heavy traffic. A long truck accident on the side of the road, but this fucking morons drivers of Malaysia keep on slowing their car just to see what is going on, which resulting jam teruk! Bodoh punye driver!. Kalo nak tolong berenti tepi! It took us 3 1/2 hour to get to Ayer Keroh from K.L. Luckily sempat catch the wed although its near to the end.

Those last few days spending time with her make this inner feel more complicated. Try to accept the fact that "we are now friend" but it kind of hard coz sometimes my thought still complicating my tongue which end up spill out a few mushy words.

Actually i never ask, "what is this relationship really stands for" coz personally, i start to accepting it as it now and try to live with it. Some says "Tutup buku lama, bukak buku barula".Hahahaha....not that easy. As for now, I start to see what is happening out there and i enjoying it which is not bound to this relationship commitment.

"Coke, ko bile nak kawin?" This is one of the question pop out from my biker friend when i took her to our bike coffee session. Smiling is my favorite answer. This string attached thingy, i'll try to put aside at least for few years. Damm tired to start all over again and believe it or not, aku dah tak reti nak jiwang-jiwang ni. Letih siol!

However, I'm quite enjoy her companionship for 2 1/2 days. Confused but worth it.

nothing last forever
not even the mountains
someday they will be swept away and swallowed by the sea
we all shall be blessedly released
nothing last forever
not even the sun
for all we know it could have burned out light years ago
darkness remains the hardest thing for us to outrun

-Nothing Last Forever, Brett Dennen

Congratulation to Liza & Aiza.
Semoga berbahagia ke anak cucu....

ps: Wheels Sickness sambung later....