"Rise Up"

Well, my hectic week continues. I only have one day rest/relax/do what 1 want to do, only one Merdeka Eve. This week, is not my company work, but mostly is more to my freelance work. Everything want to be finished this week. It’s fucking tired man, but you have to do what you got to do. Owh, forgot, our friend has been release from police custody last few days. Thank God for that.

Yesterday, it was hell of the rain in KL. My bike has a wiring problem last week and I sent it to my regular Mechanic n Sunway, so yesterday I call my mechanic,

“Aloo boss, hows my bike? Sudah siap ka?”

“Aloo, coke, your bike sula siap. Mali amik lor…”

So, with my colleague, I drove my car to Sunway around 5.50p.m from Serdang. So, we arrived around 7.30 p.m. After pay the bills, my plan to take my bike home and my colleague follow me by driving my car, but It start raining and the LDP Sunway toll, jam like hell. So we decided to have our dinner at Bidara restaurant nearby. Around 8.00 p.m the rain become heavy. Damm heavy man. From outside of the restaurant, we have to move to the inside. 9.00 p.m, hujan maintain lebat. Same goes to 9.30p.m and at 10.00 p.m still the same. Lack of sleep + kenyang nak mampos, we decide to take a nap in the car while waiting for the rain to stop. Turn on the radio, lower the seat, and I started to snore….while I'm having by good nap, I heard crying voice, It was a woman voice! I open my eyes, its was 11.00 p.m and the rain still maintain lebat cam tadi. Ah ya, the woman voice is from the radio, Fly FM's Flirty@10.30. So while I tido-tido kucing/ayam/babun/ or whatever you call it, I opened my ears,listening to the radio.

If you haven’t heard bout this show, it is bout hooking up someone with someone he/she love but he/she afraid to confront it. So the DJ act like a cupid by calling the guy/girl while the ‘someone’ listen to the conversation. But in this case, it was slightly different. The girl was crying because she been dump by her boyfriend last month, and exactly the day she call the DJ, was their anniversary. She had a 5 year 11 month relationship before got dump. The reason is simple. One day, the boy wake up and suddenly, he felt he doesn’t love the girl anymore, so he just called her, and said I didn’t love you anymore, and lets breakup. That simple. Fast decision making. 6 years gone down the drain, with a single call. Maybe because to him, 6 years is the past, and he need to look at the future. But to me, pity that girl, coz I also don’t understand bout this ‘gone feeling’ shit. How come, 1 morning he wake up, and said “Ah, today I don’t love her anymore, so lets get rid of her.” Aiyaa…But good decision by the boy anyway, coz he didn’t make the girl waited up. So have to end this before the feeling turn from OK, to bebulu ngan that girl + give the girl a false hope. I didn’t agree with the ‘gone feeling’ but I agree with the decision. Confused?heheh. By the way, I successfully took my bike home with all my pants+shirt+boxer wet.

Today, when I busy doing my work, one of the account manager coming in and said something bout Racist fight happened in Pasir Gudang, Johor while he throwing the dart.

“Gaduh? Pasal ape?” I asked.

“Melayu and India. Kate dierang, pasal kes India rogol Melayu”, he replied.

What!!!. I heard bout that gang rape. About 6 Indians boys, 19 – 12 years old, gang rape a malay girl.

“The victim and her 24 year-old-friend were riding a scooter in Taman Nusa Damai, Pasir Gudang, when a lorry with the six suspects in it overtook them and forced the scooter off the road.Both women fell and the suspects bundled the victim into the lorry before driving off, leaving her friend behind.The victim was taken to a secluded area in Pasir Gudang, where she was gang-raped.”

I didn't sure how true it is bout the fight but this gang rape has been out on the news paper. Damm this fuckers! I don’t care what race you are, but gang rape is fucking too much. They said, because of this, the fight start. I have 3 little sis. What if this thing happened to me. Honestly I don’t what will happen to the fucker who did that, but I’m fucking sure that they will pay for it. I’m dead serious. About this racist fight, what ever it is, if this thing go big, I’m ready to ‘angkat senjata’. But as long as can keep it low, just keep it low but remember, ‘jangan sampai kene pijak kepala, maruah kene jaga’. I also heard, this is only a propaganda tapi bile dengar memang panas telinga!

Racist. This is the word that we try to avoid discussing it public because we live in multiracial country. I agree. But, to me, we must be racist. Yes we should. But not by stabbing other races with parang or knife whenever you see them, but in positive angle to develop yourself and your race. Must remember, how our nenek moyang blood have to be sacrifice to fight for Independence, yet we are slowly losing this country. Develop yourself. Do something that can give back to our race. Be someone in your career field is doing something. If they have their own doctor, we also have one. If they have sub sea engineer, we also have one (a friend of mine and I proud about it). Yes we slowly develop but not enough coz we have already left far behind. If we calculate all our wealth, and compare with other races, I think the size is about Kg. Baru. Maybe not exactly the same but I think you got the meaning. According to Forbes 2006 from top 10 richest in Malaysia, we have, one, two, three, fuck! Only 1 at number 9. Well, I'm still proud of it because he is my idol, Syed Mokhtar Al Bukhari. But we improved. I hope. Please don’t say, “what can 1 man make a difference?”. That is what loser always said.

Well, that’s life. My life and I have to fight for it everyday and it’s 12.07 a.m and still lot to do for my Lakaran Warisan book. Damm tired. Adios chico!