"Needing U"

Have u seen Needing U movie? Staring Andy lau & Sammy Cheng.A comedy love story that show the needs to someone. but what i'm trying to states here is not bout love, but bout the needs it self.

Everyone has their own needs, so do i. At the age nearly 3 decades, the needs become bigger. I need everything. Yup, when u becomes older, your stomach also becomes bigger. Hehehe. Things that suppose to be your 'kehendak' or ‘wants’ now become your 'keperluan' or ‘needs’. For instances, in my cases, long time ago, internet was only 'kehendak', now it become necessity. I think most of the people agreed with me. However, when we trace back to the root, it is all bout money. Basically, not all money power can monopoly, but nowadays, almost everything money can buy.

Believe it or not, when my wallet becomes thin & thinner, my level of confidence also become low & lower. Damm! This month, it hit right to the head. BOOM!. My financial become worst man. Worst in history of life my life. My new bike need money, my stomach needs money, my refrigerator need money, my petrol tank needs money, Sammy Vellu also needs my money. At one time, i almost cry because of this. Almost man! almost...Isn't that enough for what I’ve done. I work hard. Really hard. 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Isn’t that enough? I barely can sleep.

However, thanks to the loves ones. Keep on supporting me from behind. At this phase, I can choose either go down to the drain or rise from the dawn. So i choose to steps ahead.

I start looking back what i've done wrong and i realized that I almost forgot the ONE. The Al-Mighty. I busy to gain wealth, yet, I forgot my responsibility towards the Al-Mighty. Then i realized the meaning of the word 'berkat'. I do..

So, i start all over again, keep my head straight, and try to keep up with 5 times a day exersices, while I continue to gain wealth.

Now, even though, i felt like been strikes by the lighting, I still can stand without burning.

So, should I say 'Needing U' to the paper notes with the Sultan's picture, or to the One who up above? You should know better by now.